its so weird how they mean so much to me
and when i think about it all i was
was just a few sentances put together
with a few white lies.

we havnt talkd properly in months

now i cant stop thinking about you
fuck.

ths jus remindd me of u

With your voice on the phone, I don't feel so alone.
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep.

so out of nowhere i tell an amazing girl i like her.

she blatantly jus told me i had my chance.

i lost my best friend of five years for no reason

she decided she would just stop talking to me.

neither of them talk to me

i consider both really important to me

i dunno what to do.

help?

U2

You Two,

Are the worst fucking couple EVER!

you.

Everything I do, reminds me of you.

the music I listen to, the lyrics in the songs,

the movies I watch, with couples in them,

hearing about other peoples relationships,

the stuff I read on the internet.

No matter how hard I try. YOU are always

sitting in the back of my mind waiting.

Nothing I can do will ever get rid of you...

Not that I want to.

♥

Am I the only one that sees,

just how terrible she is to me?

Why are we trying to fix things for her

she was wrong and I did nothing?

But I was the one treated like a criminal for days,

on account of the words and feelings.

Left alone while the world,

said I have to make her feel better.

All based on a storyline.

All based on a storyline.

So today I must say,

a part of me honestly hates you.

But still all I want is you and your love.

So come on and give it,

can we both just forget it.

But when I look in your eyes,

I just see you feeling bad.

life is bullshit.

i cant do anything without thinking about you.

life sucks.

truth. wheather you like it or not.

because of you, i feel like i wont ever love somebody else because it's all for you.

i cannot see myself loving anybody else. i dont want to love anybody else.

all i could ever ask for is you.

after how long,

after how much i've been through,

after how bad you treated me.

nothing has changed.

it never will.

"it wasn't over,

and it still isn't over"

Michael Jackson

I hate that it takes something as tragic as death to make the world realise just how amazing somebody is. Michael Jackson made a massive impact on the music industry and nowadays everybody just thinks of him as some freak who had one too many plastic surgerys and touched children. Nobody seems to remember how amazing he was at dancing and how good a singer he was. His songs are unforgetable, everybody knows atleast a couple MJ songs and decades on, his songs still sound just as good as they did as when they first came out. Michael Jackson will always be one of my favorite artists and he will always be the most energetic performers music ever saw, nobody will ever be able to make an impact on the world as he did.

Rest in peace MJ.

stop.

I don't know if you do it on purpose

or if you know your actually doing it,

but your fucking me around

and its fucking me off.

This Years Love

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own, too long
When you hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
Start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feelin' like I can't go on.
Turnin' circles time again
Cut like a knife, oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
Cuz' it takes something more this time
Then sweet, sweet lies, oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet?
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Cuz' whose to worry if our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you notice life goes on
Won't you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last, whoa
This years love had better last.

Always.

I'm always here

No matter what

who

when

what time

I'll always be there.

D:

Everybody that makes an impact on me

leaves.

just like that.

...

FUCK MY LIFE.

Love.

I think the three most important and amazing words that you could ever say to anybody would be

I Love You.

Love to me is a very important thing

I can't and won't say it till I know I really mean it.

I'm not going to through it around like it's not important.

It's like, the most important emotion for me,

I haven't been able to pull myself to feel it again.

I don't know if I wont to love again, or i just don't at the moment.

Don't rush it.

It will happen when it happends

Good things take time.

And for me, Love takes a very long time.

Life pt.1

I get jealous wayyy to easy

when I like somebody, I want them to my self

I dont want any other stupid boy talking to them

cause I'll straight away get depressed thinking

the person I like will ditch for them.

I jump to conclusions way to fast,

I am a fucking hopeless romantic and

will do anything for the one I love.

You'll either love me or hate me,

Think I'm fucking adorable or think I'm fucking annoying.

If I like you, you'll find out soon enough.

But for now, I think I'll keep to myself seeing as

I find I cannot trust anybody,

let alone call my best friend.

I lost my true best friend years ago

I've never had one since.

x

And that is another one.

ADTR (A Day To Remember)

one of the many great one liners

in one of their songs.

This is a rough drawing of the first tattoo

I'd really love to get this one.

"Always Waiting" is my family motto.

Apparently.

I wish;

I wish, I was Happy.

I wish, she knew.

I wish, I could be myself.

I wish, I had money.

I wish, I could do what I want.

I wish, my mum wasn't over my shoulder reading this.

I wish, I could have the power to, stop, rewind, and fast-forward time.

I wish, I could love again.

I wish, I was strong enough.

I wish, I could move on.

I wish, I didn't have to.

I wish..