Tuesday, September 29, 2009

you.

Everything I do, reminds me of you.
the music I listen to, the lyrics in the songs,
the movies I watch, with couples in them,
hearing about other peoples relationships,
the stuff I read on the internet.

No matter how hard I try. YOU are always
sitting in the back of my mind waiting.
Nothing I can do will ever get rid of you...


Not that I want to.

Am I the only one that sees,
just how terrible she is to me?
Why are we trying to fix things for her
she was wrong and I did nothing?
But I was the one treated like a criminal for days,
on account of the words and feelings.
Left alone while the world,
said I have to make her feel better.

All based on a storyline.
All based on a storyline.

So today I must say,
a part of me honestly hates you.
But still all I want is you and your love.
So come on and give it,
can we both just forget it.
But when I look in your eyes,
I just see you feeling bad.