Friday, November 20, 2009

ths jus remindd me of u

With your voice on the phone, I don't feel so alone.
I feel you next to me, breathing in your sleep.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

so out of nowhere i tell an amazing girl i like her.
she blatantly jus told me i had my chance.
i lost my best friend of five years for no reason
she decided she would just stop talking to me.
neither of them talk to me
i consider both really important to me
i dunno what to do.
help?

Monday, October 5, 2009

U2

You Two,
Are the worst fucking couple EVER!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

you.

Everything I do, reminds me of you.
the music I listen to, the lyrics in the songs,
the movies I watch, with couples in them,
hearing about other peoples relationships,
the stuff I read on the internet.

No matter how hard I try. YOU are always
sitting in the back of my mind waiting.
Nothing I can do will ever get rid of you...


Not that I want to.

Am I the only one that sees,
just how terrible she is to me?
Why are we trying to fix things for her
she was wrong and I did nothing?
But I was the one treated like a criminal for days,
on account of the words and feelings.
Left alone while the world,
said I have to make her feel better.

All based on a storyline.
All based on a storyline.

So today I must say,
a part of me honestly hates you.
But still all I want is you and your love.
So come on and give it,
can we both just forget it.
But when I look in your eyes,
I just see you feeling bad.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

life is bullshit.

i cant do anything without thinking about you.
life sucks.

Friday, July 17, 2009

truth. wheather you like it or not.

because of you, i feel like i wont ever love somebody else because it's all for you.
i cannot see myself loving anybody else. i dont want to love anybody else.
all i could ever ask for is you.

after how long,
after how much i've been through,
after how bad you treated me.

nothing has changed.
it never will.

"it wasn't over,
and it still isn't over"