you.

Everything I do, reminds me of you.

the music I listen to, the lyrics in the songs,

the movies I watch, with couples in them,

hearing about other peoples relationships,

the stuff I read on the internet.

No matter how hard I try. YOU are always

sitting in the back of my mind waiting.

Nothing I can do will ever get rid of you...

Not that I want to.

♥

Am I the only one that sees,

just how terrible she is to me?

Why are we trying to fix things for her

she was wrong and I did nothing?

But I was the one treated like a criminal for days,

on account of the words and feelings.

Left alone while the world,

said I have to make her feel better.

All based on a storyline.

All based on a storyline.

So today I must say,

a part of me honestly hates you.

But still all I want is you and your love.

So come on and give it,

can we both just forget it.

But when I look in your eyes,

I just see you feeling bad.

life is bullshit.

i cant do anything without thinking about you.

life sucks.

truth. wheather you like it or not.

because of you, i feel like i wont ever love somebody else because it's all for you.

i cannot see myself loving anybody else. i dont want to love anybody else.

all i could ever ask for is you.

after how long,

after how much i've been through,

after how bad you treated me.

nothing has changed.

it never will.

"it wasn't over,

and it still isn't over"

Michael Jackson

I hate that it takes something as tragic as death to make the world realise just how amazing somebody is. Michael Jackson made a massive impact on the music industry and nowadays everybody just thinks of him as some freak who had one too many plastic surgerys and touched children. Nobody seems to remember how amazing he was at dancing and how good a singer he was. His songs are unforgetable, everybody knows atleast a couple MJ songs and decades on, his songs still sound just as good as they did as when they first came out. Michael Jackson will always be one of my favorite artists and he will always be the most energetic performers music ever saw, nobody will ever be able to make an impact on the world as he did.

Rest in peace MJ.

stop.

I don't know if you do it on purpose

or if you know your actually doing it,

but your fucking me around

and its fucking me off.

This Years Love

This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own, too long
When you hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
Start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feelin' like I can't go on.
Turnin' circles time again
Cut like a knife, oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
Cuz' it takes something more this time
Then sweet, sweet lies, oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet?
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Cuz' whose to worry if our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you notice life goes on
Won't you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last,
This years love had better last, whoa
This years love had better last.